Do you ever go like, a second before you were so happy and excited but now you feels like run into your room shut that door out of any human reach?? I’m going through the same right now, it was all excitement when the WordPress notification hey user, this is your best day with all those interactions and I couldn’t calm down and directly went to amma with the phone and said to see what I achieved today to get the “Don’t waste the time doing these useless things”, I felt alone all of a sudden the excitement and happiness vanished. I just wanted to run away from there. I may sound like a teenager but it really when the people you thought will be by your side just don’t understand you.
         They said I changed, I don’t speak to people now and all I do is 24/7 on my phone. Then what should I do if this phone is my safe place where I’ve people with same interest, those who understand me, where I can express myself, do the things I enjoy. It makes me happy not those judging eyes.

     I know that it’s not only my case, alot of people find their safe place in different let it be music or art or dance or writing. It’s their only escape from the suffocating reality. They maybe changed but they found themselves, the things they love. It’s an amazing feeling to finally live the way you want after all those years of questioning ourselves what we really want to do. It’s okay if you fail, but at least you are living the life in your way. Don’t give up, don’t lose yourself because you’re the one who own your life.