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Nostalgia

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Sitting here after a long time took me back to those teenage days, when this place used to be my hangout place in home before she got my own room. She’d sit here with a book (no phone since got one after went to college) with songs from amma’s phone along the vehicle sound from road opposite.      She was always a daydreamer, at least a story with two different plot comes to my mind each day. Sometimes she played it on my own as me the female lead though she do it too but only in my mind.         Suddenly everything … Continue reading Nostalgia

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Midnight

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Never Not playing in the background, she’s tapping her feet under the sheets to the music, smiling when her favorite part came up. The rhythm is like a mood buster, maybe her comfort zone. Clock showed 0:51, but she’s still awake. Alot things happening. No. Nothing is happening these days. She in her room alone, is the only thing happening right now. There was no way sleep is coming any time soon, insomnia has became a habit nowadays. Sometimes lay still thinking about the not going to happen category or worrying about the future. It’s been a year since she … Continue reading Midnight

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Her Wonderland

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It’s an escape for her, when everything around her goes wrong. It made her happy for a while, helped her forget what was she going through. She laughed like she never cried. It made her love herself and not to be that annoying friend, cousin in anyone’s life. She has her own world now where people who accept her as herself and doesn’t get judged anymore, people who she shares with common interest. Her world got bigger, her dreams doubled in size when she started loving herself. She didn’t depend anyone but herself. The pain she gone through is no … Continue reading Her Wonderland

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Doppelganger

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She’s here somewhere, craving over those popular candy whenever the ad popped in tv, who likes to play with those abandoned teddy bears lying around my room. She still draw the setting sun between the mountains with three crows here and there in the orange sky.      Mostly she seems hiding behind me but comes out when I’m with my favourite people and rarely with others when I’m comfortable with them. Everyone likes her including me. I think she likes to be pampered so much that a thought of pat on head could make her giggle in happiness.          We are same … Continue reading Doppelganger

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Thoughts.

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Like any other day, today also it’s raining heavily and I was in my room lying on the bed listening to my slow kpop playlist and scrolling through sns, it suddenly came to my head that would have I loved me if I’m me but from outside. It’s complicated to even think again as to put in words. Would have I liked me at least as a friend? What’d be it to be like have a friend as me to me?       Song changed, rain got louder outside. I decided to write down the random thought which was unlike me. I battled … Continue reading Thoughts.