Love

Love. What is love?? I know, it conveys a lot of meaning. But ultimately love is something we love, when we can love anyone or anything just because we love them. That freedom is love. There should be no one putting restrictions to whom we love. She was reading the excerpt she had written in her notes a while ago. It’s still dark there, stomach growling. Slowly she stood up and turn the remaining lights off and closed those eyes so tight wishing to get some sleep but seems like the hungry stomach not gonna let her sleep. Appa screaming … Continue reading Love

Happiness

I was blank when they asked “What makes me happy? ” I’ve literally forgot how it feels like to be happy from the beginning of 2020. Doesn’t mean that my life is miserable,there have been moments where I’ve been happy sincerely, but I don’t know nothing touches me the way it used to be. I really don’t know how to put these into words, like in a situation you know how you’re supposed to be felt but you’ve to act it up. You’ve to laugh loud when someone crack a joke just to fit in. Maybe that’s why I made … Continue reading Happiness

Nostalgia

Sitting here after a long time took me back to those teenage days, when this place used to be my hangout place in home before she got my own room. She’d sit here with a book (no phone since got one after went to college) with songs from amma’s phone along the vehicle sound from road opposite.      She was always a daydreamer, at least a story with two different plot comes to my mind each day. Sometimes she played it on my own as me the female lead though she do it too but only in my mind.         Suddenly everything … Continue reading Nostalgia

Her Wonderland

It’s an escape for her, when everything around her goes wrong. It made her happy for a while, helped her forget what was she going through. She laughed like she never cried. It made her love herself and not to be that annoying friend, cousin in anyone’s life. She has her own world now where people who accept her as herself and doesn’t get judged anymore, people who she shares with common interest. Her world got bigger, her dreams doubled in size when she started loving herself. She didn’t depend anyone but herself. The pain she gone through is no … Continue reading Her Wonderland