It’s an escape for her, when everything around her goes wrong. It made her happy for a while, helped her forget what was she going through. She laughed like she never cried. It made her love herself and not to be that annoying friend, cousin in anyone’s life. She has her own world now where people who accept her as herself and doesn’t get judged anymore, people who she shares with common interest.
Her world got bigger, her dreams doubled in size when she started loving herself. She didn’t depend anyone but herself. The pain she gone through is no more. People said she changed but in reality she found herself. She found comfort in herself the moment she started trust herself. She got a best friend whom she can lean to without any fear of replacing, was someone’s first priority now who put effort and time just for herself.
She was called selfish in the beginning, hesitated to embrace the change at the beginning but now she knows what’s best for her. People call it depression, but actually she was coming out of depression, Her intention wasn’t isolating herself from humans she knew but to cleanse the vibe around her. She was literally creating a world of her own in that small room of hers where she can sing wrong notes, can dance the way she wants and no one going to judge her. She write, listen songs, read books. She was alone but SHE WAS HAPPY.